Winter and I don’t get along, we really don’t. Winter is cold while I like to be warm, winter is full of hazards like ice and snow. Oh ya, did I mention winter is cold?

Ya I know, I live in Canada; I should be used to it, but I’m not. I hate it more and more with each passing year. I think snow falls are pretty only if I’m safe and warm inside my house. I’m sure many people are like that.

My bones also hate winter. Which is believable, seeing as everyones bones hate winter, but mine really hate winter. Just yesterday I was hanging out with my boyfriend and his friends and they wanted to go for a walk to get to my boyfriends work so he could pick up his tips, and then go to one of their houses. My boyfriend lives right smack dab in the middle of both destinations, and I had to walk all the way down to the restaurant with my boyfriend and one of his friends. But by the time we got back to my boyfriends house, my bones were killing me. My hip kept cracking from the cold and my ankles were sore. So we didn’t end up going to the other persons house.

I hate walking in huge groups, because I feel like I’m slowing them down. It also seemed like I was mad because I wasn’t talking; but I’m not much of a conversationalist when I’m freezing cold, aching, and trying to prevent snot from running down my face.

It took the rest of the night for my bones to thaw out, and then I woke up 2 times last night because my ankle had [very painfully] locked up. I hate it when my ankle locks up; its sort of like a cramp but not really because its more of the bones locking up then the muscle. It hurts just as much though. I think its because I have a tumour on my ankle thats gotten pretty big. It never used to lock up.

But today my ankle is sore still from locking up. So oh joy. I just know when I leave the warmth of our house to venture outside into the cold, it will lock up again. I have to run errands today at my co-op too; shopping for the clubnight and dance, so yet again I will be slowing people down.

I hate slowing people down.